Have You Ever Felt Like That?
OK this one has been coming for a few weeks and thankfully for me I have a tough one around to straighten my ass out. There is no excuse for not keeping you guys up to the minute on my camshow schedules, updates and touring. I have been trying lately but failing miserably. I write this blog, not as an excuse but rather an opportunity for you guys to see into my world and maybe have a little empathy. I have had to make some last minute changes lately and it may seem as though I am not as responsive. This is over. Please accept my humble apology but going forward I am on the ball☺
Michael and I have undergone yet another move over the past few months. We thought it would be easier if it was gradual but that backfired horribly. I for one have a very tough time staying organized and focused when everything around me is in (apparent) chaos. I tend to be a tight scheduler and need organization. For the last 5 months I have been living out of boxes, suitcases and rarely can find what I am looking for. It caught up to me and I crawled behind a rock and felt sorry for myself. Pitiful, LOL! Of course that only exacerbated my feelings boom you have a Brandi turned butt hole. I wish I would have told you guys because I know how so many of you are…amazing and kind and incredibly supportive. I tried to be super woman and found my cape was a little short for the long flight. SERA, I appreciate you email and you are so right. This shall not be an issue again. I have been up 18 hours a day for the last 3 days unwilling to rest until my shot is out of boxes and where I need them so I can go back to having naked naughty fun with a clear mind. Life is good you all I just had a moment. I appreciate all of your patience and trust me when I tell you, I have a massive, MASSIVE gift in store for you. I will go on a limb and say that within 7 weeks you guys are going to be blown away with my “new look”. Something old something new *wink *Wink*!
It has been raining here all day so I have been busting out the housework. I am SOOOOOOO looking forward to this evenings 10PM members only camshow. I wanted to do a duo shower show….on back burner until I can get a man in my shower, however we are going to have an oily bubbly nasty time tonight dedicated to Sera (if you can make it).
I have an art show at little ones school to go to this evening. I am so geeked, they framed her artwork so I can buy it☺ Karate starts for her end of the week and my fat ass is back in the gym no matter what! Amazing what missing that has done to my psyche. It is so important to keep body mind and soul in line. Kisses all and huge hugs to all my friends and love supporters (I should coin that term)
Xxx
Brandi
